I will never understand why I’m so scared of some of things. Like I’m scared of others opinions and I’m scared of becoming too attached to people and trusting them. I know I shouldn’t be scared, but I think its all because of my past and what I’ve been through. I’m too scared to live my own life and be my own person again. I want to be happy again and be the person I want to be without worrying about other people judging me. I’ve told myself for the past 3 years or more that I’m finally going to do it but I still haven’t. I need to finally believe in myself and love who I am. Don’t ever let people get to you or make you feel bad about your choices because in the end it’s you that has to be happy. Do what you want with your life.